SinCe tHe dAy..hW dO i sMiLe whEn mY rEaL happiNeSs hAs gOnE...

Sunday, October 01, 2006

7:48 AM Y

Learn to cherish, before it's late

♥ You'll never know the real me.

Since one week i hav nt msg ED,msg him yesterday nite,at abt 9 pm...he didn't reply,and he call my house number without letting me noe first-.-,my mum was the one getting the phone,bt actually she noe abt recently i am chatting wif guy on phone bt she onli noe abt CH,then it was quite embarass as i dunno hw to explain,we r juz friends...maybe to my father,guys and gals together r gf and bf,maybe he hav heard alots of those stuff plus i chat wif him quite long and many time so loh..,then i chat wif ED bt i really quite confuse tat wat's on his mind,it's juz really different than before,lik i ask him why on msn he nv reply,he say dun care,tat's his friend using his com,if is him,he will chat wif me,bt tis morning i saw him in the msn,it was onli 9am sumthing,hw could it be his friend?So early at his house de meh?I really dun wish to hav a untruthful friend tat keep on lied to me,i treat him as friend so i hope he can be more truthful,then CH call my home number while i chatting wif ED till half,then i tell ED i hav second line and i ask him wan i call back to him lata,he say anything..so i hang up ED phone and chat wif CH,he ask me did i receive his msg i say no,maybe he is at genting so the line cannot get through,then chat wif him for awhile till 9.45pm bah,i call ED hp to return him call,bt he didn't listen,missed call him 2 times and i msg to tell him nt to call back as i wan to slp le,i tink i hav make him bored on the phone so i apologise to him,dunno why i lik keep saying him idiot all tis on the phone then when he argue back and i say jking jking,i am acting weird when i chat wif him,maybe i dunno hw to entertain ppl so it make ppl feel sian chatting wif me-.-