Thursday, October 30, 2008
10:16 PM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Today,went to control station wif jie,then she went take train to sch first as i meeting kyna and was waiting for her,kyna came lerHx..take train and nisha came in frm je,in the train was so tired and cold,we were all slping...then reach lerHx,is 9.20am sumthing if i nt wrong,lesson start at 9.30am,the time we reach thr is already 9.45am,so we r consider late xD,then put bag lerHx,went out of class again..saw nisha friends selling donuts,so we buy one each,nice ;) Then slack awhile and went up again,i was so bored during d-com as sitting away frm kyna and nisha cos 2 person 1 table ma,then sit wif niki xD,finally break lerHx..i eat fried fish noodles,and we order fried dumpling and share tgt,nice...haha,felt so sick today,having flu and cough nw-.-,back to class on time,IT ess..teacher teaching 2 modules today,bt i nv listen..i haven get the bk,dunno wanna get anot leh,walau..if i noe early,i buy tat bk instead of the green one,green one nv use derHx xD,haix..then kyna ask me wan listen song anot,then we listen song and nap on the table,i saw the neoprint pict of my family on my phone chain,suddenly..tears feel lik dropping,and started to...haix,then one of my friend saw,we went toilet and she ask me wat happen,bt i nv say larHx,juz smile smile,dismiss lerHx we went take bus to tanah merah interchange and take train to kembangan,kyna and nisha acc me wait for my jie thr,and we take train back tgt..as usual nisha alight on je left jie,kyna,me..then take bus home,tired tired and tired..wat can i do to feel better,thr is none other then sad i am feeling nw,dad...really ma,u no longer come back lerHx uh?Haiish!!!when i care,i was being blame for helping one sided,
when i nv care,i was being blame for nt caring,
then when i need care,did any of u ever care?
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
4:58 PM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Was tired today,morning 6am while i juz waked up,suddenly my friend tienboon using june tai hp and call me,then due to sore throat i dun feel lik talking so he say i ans,haix..sick again,eye if nv drink more water then gonna swollen again,abit cough and having sore throat,especially morning waked up,very xin ku xD,then meet kyna at redhill and go sch tgt,nisha nv meet us today as ytd deepavali and she muz be tired so nv come to sch,lol..then d-com lesson,put bag at class and went locker wif kyna..then back to class..teacher was scolding the class for too noisy if i am nt wrong,luckily wasn't in class juz nw =x,hahas..then he started to teach,dunno i gt learn anot leh,bt was boring larHx,i am hungry xD,then me and kyna plan to go out to hav lunch lata,finally break lerHx,teacher early dismiss at 10.30am,went to tam,dunno wat to eat leh...then go B1 and hav jap food,i order teriyaki chicken student meal and kyna order salmon student meal,eat and chat...then time still early,we went mini toons,buy a hp chain...then my gosh,lesson start at 12.30pm and time is already 12.20pm,then no choice lo..we take cab to sch,then went kyna friend's locker take my bag as i put my bag thr before went out,then back to class..still late uh,teacher ask and we tell her we went locker so and so then can go in lerHx,lol...then classmates was funny,during the lesson was laughing all the way,2pm sumthing lerHx bah,teacher early dismiss,then at train dunno why gt cockroach,scare me sia...then kyna use tissue help me take away then we put on the floor,both of us was worried the cockroach will climb out xD,haha..then she went down at redhill and i went down at boon lay,walk home..missing dad,the song i listening gt one paragraph i listen lerHx almost cry..tis is the paragraph "在我最需要你的时候, 没有说一句话就走" juz lik dad..he didn't even had the chance to say his last words and he went off...well..and today dinner hav duck,LOL..thks to jie FRIEND xP,okies..tat's all,bye
Sunday, October 26, 2008
2:45 PM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Was lazy and tired enough on fri after we was back frm bro pop,so nv get to post,and ytd busy shopping wif mum,bro,sis,aunt and cousin frm malaysia till very late so nv post too,and i hav a gd news,i hav a laptop lerHx,it was brought by dad and mum,although dad was gone lerHx,bt i believe he is around us,hahas..then wasn't tat exciting and happy buying it,juz feel tat i hav a personal com lerHx,and tat's all,still thks to mum,it cost her alot xD,I LOVE U DAD AND MUM,i cannot blog much on bro pop anyway,as he dun allow me to post those pict cos he say dun post better,then shall nt post,today having headache,pain..fri oso,ytd abit,today very pain..juz nw nap awhile then waked up lerHx,still abit pain pain-.-,hw i wish i could hav a mind lik my family,they r very generous,unlik me...damn,i hate my attitude alot,i lik quiet,bt nt mute..lol,forget it..i really dunno wat to post,anyway..my post will bored ppl to death so no one will be reading bah,lata acc bro to grandma(dad derhX mum) hse and then go to another grandma(mum derhX mum) hse,actually i would lik to rest at home rather than gg here and thr,it's tiring,long long one time can bt always lik tat really faint..hm,bye all ;)
Thursday, October 23, 2008
10:28 PM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Went to sch today,meet wif friends too..then at mrt saw one idiot,care other business alot and act big-.-,wth..then quarrel wif one of my friend in mrt,forget it..then reach sch,my friend was telling teacher abt tis matter then was so funny..lol,then break for some mins,went out of the class and wanna went toilet bt was bored so taken some picts,then went back class,then study study and learn nth=x,finally break time!Went to hav lunch,and go buy chocolate after lunch,gain alot weight lerHx larHx xD,then went to next lesson,sian...more slack,teacher nv come,then cannot go home cos hav to take attendance,then slack lo,photos again,then tired...nap awhile,then listen to song,finally uh,can go home lerHx,went home..bored,then was abt 6 sumthing,went to jp and find esther and ting at ling workplace,giv esther a surprise bt dunno she gt surprise anot,hahas..then eat sumthing thr and went to walk walk at jp wif esther and ting,ling still working so cannot join ar,lol...then 8 sumthing shld go home lerHx,then say bye to ting and esther and i went home,buy sumthing home for sis and mum to eat,i oso gt eat =X,then bro coming back,tomoro gg back again,cos he grad lerHx..post to clementi,quite far uh,bt nvm larHx,better than my sch..haha,then tomoro shall go to bro grad ceremony ;),tat's all,enjoy..
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
6:57 PM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Thr is once,while dad is still alive..i am still having a very wonderful family,i believe..thr IS a miracle in tis world,no matter hw tough life is,when miracle appeared..surely nth is impossible,bt since dad left,in the hospital i rmb the doctor said tis :"the percentage of ur dad to recover is 0%,nw..it can onli depend on miracle to waked him up",at tat moment...i am tinking of gg home to fold many many paper cranes lik wat drama show showed cos at least thr's a hope,i told dad :"dad,if u waked up,i will fold many many crane for u",i nv tink much,bt..tat nite,we went home to slp and i ask mum :"shld i fold paper cranes?"Mum replies :"do u tink u fold,dad will waked up?" I tink back..and i didn't fold,i keep tinking all the processing,i hav a strong feeling dad wun waked up anymore,bt becos..we wanna try,at least thr is 0.01% of chance for dad,we didn't giv him up,if nt tat the doctor all mind is to take out my dad organs,i believe..we will wait till midnite for the second day even if the chance for dad to be awake is slim,saying all tis nw is meaningless,bt..i dunno why,suddenly wanna blog abt all tis,whenever i tink of the face dad was smiling,my eyes automatic fill up wif tears,and the sound of crying start to come out,i hate tat sound larHx,then my family will noe i am crying -.-,forget abt tis topic bah,today...meet wif kyna and nisha to go sch tgt,saw ling at mrt so went to find her,meet nisha at je and kyna at redhill,reach sch and d-com lesson is so suck?Damn boring,i dun understand,even if i understand nw,i will still forget..wat to do?My brain hav no spaces for all tis,then went to hav lunch wif friends and went for lifeskill lesson at 12pm,and dismiss at 12.30pm if i am nt wrong,juz to discuss abt our project and the processing,then take bus wif kyna and nisha to tanah merah take train to boonlay,exactly 1.50pm sumthing when i walking home,and saw many jwss students,miss those life,although "N" lvl,bt no stress,no troubles at all,gt kcje around,went back home stilll gt my happy family acc,bt tat life..impossible anymore.Maybe wat i gonna do nw,is to make life better,bt..hw to?
Everything happened too suddenly,
everything i once believe is all shatter,
if thr's a choice for me to make..
i will choose to hav a happy family then a rich family,
i dun mind we r poor when we r living happily,
i dun wan we r rich bt we can't be tgt as one family.
Friday, October 17, 2008
2:51 PM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Finally fri,tomoro weekends..today,did nth much at sch,boring?Kyna say wanna meet wif me to sch then meet lo,then morning then found out sis same time to sch wif me,so sis go along wif me to meet kyna too,then was suppose to meet dennis too bt he still haven ready and sis study at 8am and cannot be late so we went off first,meet him at class,bt nv talk much?Then was very very bored larHx,so me,kyna and niki went to co-op shop to buy chocolates...went to walk walk around the forum to see those sec sch students who came our sch awhile and went up,continue eating chocolates at class and finally break time,went break wif kyna today,eat at cafe 1,then slack thr,chatting and seeing those sec sch kids =x,see who look nicer,bt none xD,then 11am lerHx,time pass so fast,bt gd larHx..fast better ma xD..then went up to IT ess lesson..thought need to present project bt dunno why larHx,nv present again,then me and kyna share one com and surf net,then teacher say dismiss lerHx,wao..so fast,12 sumthing jiu dismiss lerHx,then dennis went home first and liling haven dismiss so i went home wif kyna lo,take bus to tanah merah and take train back to boon lay,kyna went jp and i walk home,on the way was so emo,can reach home by 10-15mins derHx,bt i wan to take longer time to be alone awhile so i walk the longer way home and took 25-30mins to reach home,reach home and tat's all..posting some picts taken during ah ma birthday...enjoy yourself!
Labels: The unbelievable truth.bt..no matter hw unbelievable it is.It is still a truth...
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
1:21 PM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Updated on time ;),juz to blog abt wat happened today,didn't went to sch as dad 49 days today,pon for pe ytd as to prepared things for today,erm..morning suppose to waked at 5am bt mum too tired so we slp till 5.30am then waked up,cooked many foods,bought a fried drumstick wif chicken wing for dad ytd on the way home frm sch,and re-fried for dad today,saigong came at 8am sumthing,bro take leave and came back home,we pray dad and burn many incense paper for dad,hope he hav received,and hope he gt eat those foods we pray for him ;),guess tat's onli wat we can done for him bah,let him rest in peace and live thr as fortunate as he could be,i believe he miss us as we miss him,he love us as we love him,dad..am i rite? =DLabels: DAD, WELOVEU
Saturday, October 11, 2008
11:18 AM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
I am very very very stupid and dumb,noe nth..dunno hw to cool down and stay calm,why i am in the way i hate the most? =/Labels: Dad..hw r u leh?Which one is true worx?Haix -.-
Saturday, October 04, 2008
12:00 PM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Went to PM hav breakfast wif mum,bro and sis today,then heard tat grandma fall sick so mum said we gg to grandma hse visit her lata,we reach grandma hse lerHx then noe she went to our hse,we faster went back home,bro faster run back home scare lata grandma cannot found us,reach half way saw grandma walking out,then went home..watch the dvd wif sis,last epi lerHx,bt watch till half then rest awhile,watching lata..bro,mum,sis went jp to do sumthing,nw left me and grandma at home..nw mum taking care of one 3 yrs old kid,quite playful..lik to watch disc bt on for him lerhx,he nv watch-.-,and he was so cute,onli second day to our hse and he dun wan to go back his own hse last nite,crying wanna stay here,hahas..if dad is around sure laugh out loud,hm..tinking of sch gg to reopen soon,really quite upset..haix,forget it..blog till here,though it's boring bt enjoy..
