SinCe tHe dAy..hW dO i sMiLe whEn mY rEaL happiNeSs hAs gOnE...

Saturday, April 25, 2009

9:43 PM Y

Learn to cherish, before it's late

♥ You'll never know the real me.

Today is crystal sister b'dae,happy b'dae to her.Ytd went k-box to celebrate for her after my first lesson of sch,my half done PM project still nt done yet =x,bt still hav to rush home for crystal b'dae,planned some game bt was nt as fun as i thought it will be,bt still thks the b'dae gal for her cooperation for the game,hahas xD.After k-box was abt 6pm sumthing,went swensen to hav dinner,esther and crystal bf was thr,after swensen me and jolyn follow esther wif her bf to bugis awhile then find esther bro and slack at one place in the car..play poker till abt 12:30am,her bf drive us home and yea..i am so tired ytd..lol,today noon..bring quan to my hse as i promised him,mum,bro,sis and me bring him to hav sushi at the swimming complex near my hse,then went home rest awhile and went jp walk..5pm sumthing hav dinner at foodcourt and went home,having headache whole day...-.-,gonna post some picts,enjoy (;

Saturday, April 18, 2009

10:08 PM Y

Learn to cherish, before it's late

♥ You'll never know the real me.

Sch has already started for 1wk and here i am to blog abt tis 1 wk xD,tired,so tired,so so tired..every morning juz feel lik to skip sch for 1 day,hahas..bt i didn't.Went to sch is lik slack as usual,learn nth much cos wasn't studying,was surfing net and drming all the way,lol..finally it's sat,bt still hav to do project -.-,i hav done half of it..another half of it i dunno hw to do,lol..sianz.Noon 1pm sumthing went je market and meet my aunt wif mum,bro,sis and bro friend..aunt treat eat bak guk tea,then walk around and went home,went grandma hse at 5pm sumthing wif mum,saw aunt and cousin at downstair playing,so i went find them..wow,fun..so long nv play badminton,blow bubbles and ride bicycle lerHx and i hav done it all by once today,hahas...fun..tomoro gt to waked up early for sumthing tat i wun be blogging here,lol..okie,tat's all..i am tired,gdnite ;)

Saturday, April 11, 2009

12:55 AM Y

Learn to cherish, before it's late

♥ You'll never know the real me.

Today is my b'dae lerHx,nw is 12.29am,dunno wat could be happening tomoro,bt i onli noe i lying on the bed juz feel lik to blogging,cos i was tinking of last yr,my b'dae celebration,and comparing to tis yr,it's really feel terrible,last yr...having b'dae party,sis and my b'dae party on the same day,and as bro was 21 yrs old so dad and mum said wan to let bro hav another party on his b'dae itself,though i look fine bt dad and mum noe in the bottom of my heart,i still will feel abit nt happy,so on my b'dae tat day,they buy another cake for me,a tiramisu cake bought at gek poh,i didn't noe tat was dad last time celebrate my b'dae for me,we took photo,they sing b'dae song for me,rmb the cake hav chocolate,and i ask can eat tat chocolate anot,if i nv rmb wrong,dad said...tis is ur b'dae cake,the chocolate u eat,then i eat the chocolate and dad sit infront of me watching tv,hw happy was it,i can still rmb,bt i can't feel anymore,i rather no party,no surprise or anything,juz a cake wif my family around celebrating for me,i miss u dad...i really do,do u noe hw many times i hav been tinking during those vacation or holiday tat if u were around,we will lik before gg out tgt and u bring us to shopping then we happily go home,maybe sometime will hav some quarrel tat make u and mum angry bt i really wanna say i am sorry,though compare to bro and sis i follow u and mum go out most often bt i dun feel enough,if u could be so lucky lik those ppl i read in the newspaper,back to live after being announce dead,hw happy will it be,after reading the newspaper,i keep on tinking,if we hav wait longer,will u back to live?Bt nt we dun wan to wait,is the doctor in NUH already wan to take out ur organs,they keep washing the organs in ur body,do u noe..seeing u lying on the bed bleeding here and thr and being poke by needles on ur neck,ur hand and so...we hav no choice bt to let u rest in peace,we giv up the pit of hope,and tat was a fake hope NUH doctor gave us..today,i juz wan to hear a b'dae song frm my dad,mum,bro and sis..once again.Lik the past..nv change.

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

8:35 PM Y

Learn to cherish, before it's late

♥ You'll never know the real me.

Ytd went out wif kcje..meet jolyn at 1pm sumthing,then she told me esther and crystal went for job interview at marina first so we walk walk at citylink for awhile and wait for them,then went marina shop awhile and esther they all call jolyn say they okie lerHx,so meet at k-box,went thr,saw them..we went in to the rm and thr's b'dae song,after tat esther and crystal went out ask the ppl thr bring in the cake,and thr i saw the cake they done,hahas..thks sis...the cake was nice decorated (;.Then they sing b'dae song for me and take photos,cut cake..jolyn,if gt chance send me those photos again,ps cos i accidentally del frm my hp while i wanna bluetooth to my lappy xD,lol..after tat we start to sing,and 7pm we went off..meet esther friends,he drive us to changi village to hav dinner first,then after dinner went to lim chu kang,drive around the cemetery,then after driving a few rounds,already 10pm sumthing,me and jolyn wan go home lerHx,so esther friends drive us home first, reach jolyn hse first so she went down first then me,they having driving competition,see which car reach first,lol..funny,in the end the car we sit on win the competition,hahas..so tat's all (;