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Saturday, December 22, 2007

3:58 PM Y


Learn to cherish, before it's late
You'll never know the real me.

Today,i hav apply for the ite course le..LL come my hse and we decide together,before she come to my hse,she already hav decide whr she wan to choose,bt i haven,in short..in the end i hav chosen 3 choices and the first and last choice is follow her de,second choice is i decide my own de,cos the second choice she cannot go as her eng...i really hate tis,i am nt blamig anyone nor her for nt pasiing her eng,if she pass then it will be much easier for us to choose,i ask her,wat if she pass her eng?Will she choose the course i wan?She say no,she nt interest,I hate myself,really!!I hate myself for nt being able to choose my own future,i hate myself for being so irresponsible for my future,bt i really dunno wat to do,i follow blindly,yea..wat E and JT say was rite,i am juz follow and worrying abt the friendship and nt the studies,bt i hav tried to make a decision on my own,bt none of the course i wan..so i juz follow,every course hav it difficulty so no matter wat i choose oso will dun lik de,bt why my friends can make a decision they wan?I hate myself,i dun understand myself anymore,i hope i wun regret my choices cos everything hav been decided,no way changing,nw i can onli keep walking and nt stop or turn back...







The WitnessY



Name: Kris Zhou YiLing
Age: 19++

There's nothing wrong with me, cos i dun decide wat i wanna be..

If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.

I'm imperfect but are you perfect?

I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life and NOT you.

Who i am is wat i am Click Here If you hate it.


Dun tink of things u cannot comprehend, u will see the light when the time is ripe...

She LovesY

Her family.
Things she loves.
What she is lucky to have.

She HatesY

What life decide for her.
Things she hates.

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