SinCe tHe dAy..hW dO i sMiLe whEn mY rEaL happiNeSs hAs gOnE...

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

12:58 PM Y

Learn to cherish, before it's late

♥ You'll never know the real me.

This morning,meet wif ting at boon lay interchange wif my jie,saw wc at thr to,went to sch as usual,do everything accept for studying xD,after the ees practical lesson,went to lla,done some listen and written work and watch video.."pursuit for happyness",hm..to highlight,nt i spell wrongly,is the video is spell "happyness" instead of "happiness" =),then went for break,after break,went for ees theory,sit at the same seats,the very corner,when time for vb lesson,teacher ask me to stay back,talk to me,haiz..i damn sad lerHx,dunno why..i express out my feeling,tell teacher all i was tinking during her lesson,i tell her "so far,i learn NTH","I dun understand wat she's teaching",wat she reply is..tomoro ask me go for her tuition,highlight the ques wat i dunno,ask her tomoro,i guarantee..even if i does tat,she teach me,i still dunno derHx,either her teaching too bad,or i can't focus cos i nt interested =.=,i am trying,really..bt sumting holding me back,i am envious of ppl who make the right choice for their ite course,bt i didn't,tat's was wat i am regretting,bt..it's too late...once again,i cried..it was embarassing,and it took me a long time to calm down,when...when can i find back the happiness of mine?I juz love sec sch alot,i didn't noe leaving thr will suffer so much,bt to me onli,cos ppl around me was all fine,maybe i am too rely,rely on things i and used to it,i hate changing,bt in tis world,i guess thr r too many things for us to explore,impossible to stay on the way as u lik..tat shall be all i blog for today...