Sunday, May 11, 2008
8:50 AM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Fri sch having test uh,i am prepare to fail it =x,lolx..thought thr r multiple choices ques,bt it was those ques tat need working all tis-.-,damn..holding on to the paper yet dunno wat to write. A gal frm my class giv me the ans for ques 2 when the test abt to end,lolx..bt even if it was correct,test still gonna fail xD,then went for a break,eat waffle at cafe 2,the queue was long and the waffle was -.-,i prefer cafe 1 derHx,lolx..short queue bt nice,hahas..cos the aunt make very fast =P,then went back to vb lesson,ees teacher take over as vb teacher went for meeting,giv us a work then i already done at the previous lesson cos gt a gd assistant teacher help me ;),and was all the way msn and chat chat,ling dismiss lerHx then ask me go out bring her into my class,damn..the teacher dun allow-.-,if was vb teacher,he will allow it..went bugis wif ling after sch,wanna buy a shirt for tis sun mother's day lunch,walk for so long and finally buy one shirt,argh..gonna get slim downT.T,hahaas,was eating too much ever since sch start ar..and yea,today was sat,dad drive mum and me to st91 to buy breakfast at 7am sumthing,and went home,still feeling tired so went to slp again and waked at 9am to hav breakfast,went to hav haircut,erm..still okie okie larHx,luckily tis time she nv cut my fringe short =P,went home,slack..nt prepare to went out today,wanna hav a gd rest at home,tomoro gg to celebrate mother's day wif families,shld be gg royal hotel,will blog and post pict at kris 1 if thr r picts taken ;)
i remember tat thursday,8 May 2008..it's the feeling tat come back again,i hate it;
wat can i do to stop tis feeling for coming back?
jealousy,afraid,devastate;
hiding myself at the corner..crying,listening to song,drawing rubbish;
nobody found out i was thr;
can't control and i juz cry,some classmates saw it,it's out of control,crying and crying;
finally,it's stop..juz wanna be alone at the point of time..bt i wasn't alone...
my heart was!I hav many ques,I need many ans..I need ppl to be wif me,
at least 1 friends of mine..
hw i wish K.C.J.E was thr..by my side...
