Wednesday, May 28, 2008
10:50 PM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Today gt back test result,nt bad uh..frm 1.5/33 to 12/30..improvement ;P. Dad and mum 22th wedding anniversary,HAHAs..and was asked to giv their 3 childs "me,sis and bro" a treat at suki sushi,lol..so yea..hav dinner thr,ate alots and was full..hahas,actually i was posting some post before this post,was having bad mood tat time,post abt some kinds of feeling i am having,bt was erased as i haven finish the post bt we r gg out to hav dinner so i juz close it and delete it,currently mood was okok..hahas,bt still nt so gd ar,haix..i juz wan to get over the shadow of kcje,seriously...i wan to say tis "let's end it here,find a better friends and be freedom,keep the best part of kcje memories",so i wun keep tinking tat we r still besties bt we seem wasn't anymore,today..at sch,when lesson haven start and i was thr early,sitting thr having nth to do,i msg kcje friends..and onli 1 of them reply me,and she reply "lols",juz one word,alrite..it's enough,i dun mind juz one word bt it's better than another two who didn't reply anything?I hav told myself nt to msg them chain msg ever since tat time they didn't reply bt i did it again today,stupid rite?-.- I tink back,when was kcje born?And i still remember it was start at mrt train,when ting say gonna giv ourselves a grp name and she given tis name "KCJE",and i agree without 2nd thought,i hav thought of tat too before she mention it.I dun get it...i feel tat between the four of us,i am always odd one out,am i detestable?I always hav one feeling,if were to let them choose onli can hav one friend,to ting..without esther then next she will consider is ling,to ling..without ting the next will be esther,to esther..without ting the next is ling,i am always the last they will consider bah?Bt to me,i wish to keep all..without anyone of them is meaningless to hold on tis friendship,seriously..i post this out i dun expect anyone to see,bt i hav no one to talk to so i can onli talk to my diary here,i hav tried to talk to someone when they wanna noe my trouble bt they say i hav tink too much,i first thought it was too,bt i was confirm it wasn't,it's true..i am nt tinking too much,feeling let me feel so,wat can i do?If really is i am tinking too much then sori kcje,i hav choose to tink of giv up,dun wanna care anymore until the feeling of treasure frm u all is back,anw..u all r still my friends,bt wasn't the best anymore nw..i hope when time goes by..we will be back to wat we used to be,at tat moment,then..maybe...
wow..alots of plates uh?23 plates of sushi we hav eat..lol
