SinCe tHe dAy..hW dO i sMiLe whEn mY rEaL happiNeSs hAs gOnE...

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

8:19 PM Y

Learn to cherish, before it's late

♥ You'll never know the real me.

LOLx..haven been blogging for sometimes uh,cos dunno wat shld be blogging,my life is wordless xD,due to sumone reminder,shall blog sumthing here xP..today went sch late for 30mins again,standard timing ar..lol,then while on the way to the lab,i saw my teacher,he smile smile to me,then i smile smile to him,hahas..then he told me classrm change to the opp side dunno why uh,then so,i went in..then stunt,dunno whr to sit,walk to the gals area,suppose to sit thr then someone asked me to take chair sit beside them and i take a chair sit beside lo,then they ask me noe hw to do anot,i dunno do wat so i say dunno and they ask me take the equipment and they taught me hw to do,and i learn sumthing new again today,i am slow xD,i guess ppl learn tat eariler?Then done everything on chapter 4 lerHx,went for break,really dunno whr to go so decide to sit outside the lab for next lesson,listen to songs and waiting for break over and teacher come,wat i hav to do is smile,keep smiling,tat's all,lol..finally teacher come,went in,sit at last corner thr,on the com and wanna play,teacher caught me playing ar,bt he juz came nearer see wat i doing and walk away,i feel guilty so close the monitor and listen to him,no..shld be listen to mp3 and look at him pretending i am listening =),listen and listen,the song,the lyrics,i feel so..sad?I dunno wat's the feeling,bt juz make me wanna drop my tears,and tears drop out-.-,luckily juz awhile uh,then my friend dennis saw it,he trying to make me laugh bah?Then in the end i finally regain normal lerHx he say me noisy xD,lolx..wthwth..hahas..then go for break quite late ar,then go cafe 1 and liling came find us awhile lata,while dennis eating,ling and me went walk walk and go back and blablabla~ go for ees lesson,test..taken two test due to tat time nv take,one pass,one fail =X,okies larHx..nvm,then dismiss at 2:15pm,take train wif dennis bt i alight at je as dad bring me go buy sumthing,lol..tat's all,alot uh?Enjoy ;)

Sunday, July 20, 2008

8:21 PM Y

Learn to cherish, before it's late

♥ You'll never know the real me.

When i need sumone, i found no one thr..when i was loitering at sch during break or lunch time due to no ppl pei me,i juz wan a simple msg frm sumone,and rarely i will get tat.Watch a show today,learn a sentences tat was written lik tis "Sometimes,when u hav something and u feel blessful having it,u muz nt be happy too early,cos u hav it..it doesn't mean u wun lost it one day,and in another words,sometimes..when u dun get something u wan it,u dun hav to be sad as well,cos u dun get it nw,it doesn't mean u wun hav it one day.",it sound quite a sentences to console someone who dun get something they wan and a reminder to someone who dun treasure the things they hav..lol,tat shall be my blog today bah,and one more things,i haven blog..tat is,the person i have been waiting all tis yrs,lefted..or shld say,i had choose to let tis person left,frm tat day,11 july..he will be totally out of my heart,i will try hard to lock it,to prevent him frm coming in again...i nt sure whether i really dun wan to be in love anymore or i haven found tat person so i can say dun wan so simply,bt actually i noe,i wanna try to hav someone thr too,i wan it to be hw i tink,bt..could it be possible?It seem so far frm reality =x