SinCe tHe dAy..hW dO i sMiLe whEn mY rEaL happiNeSs hAs gOnE...

Monday, September 08, 2008

11:28 AM Y

Learn to cherish, before it's late

♥ You'll never know the real me.

Starting to get abit interested in my course bt since dad lefted..i begin to dislik it,to others i am saying i am nt interested,bt actually is i dun hav the heart to carry on anymore,it's easy to say "although ur dad lik tis bt u shld carry on,study hard and be success so u can show it to him,make him proud,he will noe it",bt do anyone noe,when u need to concentrate on sumthing,when u need to study,the things u need to use is ur brain,bt when u r sad,when u tink of sumthing,it is oso brain tat u r using,so hw can u do sumthing when u r tinking of another things?So hw to nt tink of another things when ur mind r all filled wif it,it's onli 2 wks,nt 2 months,nt 2 yrs,hw to get used to it so fast?Even nw,sumtimes..i still thought tat dad was still around,it was an ass drm..juz lik ytd,i went tiong bahru plaza wif sis.and while i was waiting for sis cos she went to do sumthing,i went to find aunt as aunt was oso thr,bt when uncle came to drive aunt,left me alone waiting for sis,when i was walking alone,shopping the shop,i thought it was 2 wks ago,when dad r still alive,and dad will drive mum,kor and quan over lata,and they will wait for me and we will hav dinner and went home and hav a gd rest and waiting for next day to start,bt when i saw wat i was wearing,when i start to waked up,i was forced to accept the fact tat all was memories,tat can nv be the same anymore,dad..we r still missing u,i really really wanna noe whr r u,wat's the life u r having nw,r u alright?Hw can we be tgt again,can u be mum husband again next life?Can u be our dad again next life?Can everything be the same again next life?Bt sumthing muz change..tat's our life,we muz be living better next life,we muz hav more money next life..we muz be happily tgt next life..dad,we will meet u next life!Nt onli,bt forever life,and each life will be better than next life!Dad..we respect u forever,we r so so lucky to hav u and mum to be our parents,both of u r respected and loved by us,3 of urs child!