SinCe tHe dAy..hW dO i sMiLe whEn mY rEaL happiNeSs hAs gOnE...

Thursday, October 30, 2008

10:16 PM Y

Learn to cherish, before it's late

♥ You'll never know the real me.

Today,went to control station wif jie,then she went take train to sch first as i meeting kyna and was waiting for her,kyna came lerHx..take train and nisha came in frm je,in the train was so tired and cold,we were all slping...then reach lerHx,is 9.20am sumthing if i nt wrong,lesson start at 9.30am,the time we reach thr is already 9.45am,so we r consider late xD,then put bag lerHx,went out of class again..saw nisha friends selling donuts,so we buy one each,nice ;) Then slack awhile and went up again,i was so bored during d-com as sitting away frm kyna and nisha cos 2 person 1 table ma,then sit wif niki xD,finally break lerHx..i eat fried fish noodles,and we order fried dumpling and share tgt,nice...haha,felt so sick today,having flu and cough nw-.-,back to class on time,IT ess..teacher teaching 2 modules today,bt i nv listen..i haven get the bk,dunno wanna get anot leh,walau..if i noe early,i buy tat bk instead of the green one,green one nv use derHx xD,haix..then kyna ask me wan listen song anot,then we listen song and nap on the table,i saw the neoprint pict of my family on my phone chain,suddenly..tears feel lik dropping,and started to...haix,then one of my friend saw,we went toilet and she ask me wat happen,bt i nv say larHx,juz smile smile,dismiss lerHx we went take bus to tanah merah interchange and take train to kembangan,kyna and nisha acc me wait for my jie thr,and we take train back tgt..as usual nisha alight on je left jie,kyna,me..then take bus home,tired tired and tired..wat can i do to feel better,thr is none other then sad i am feeling nw,dad...really ma,u no longer come back lerHx uh?Haiish!!!

when i care,i was being blame for helping one sided,
when i nv care,i was being blame for nt caring,
then when i need care,did any of u ever care?