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Wednesday, November 26, 2008

9:53 PM Y


Learn to cherish, before it's late
You'll never know the real me.

Juz finish watching vcd,nice show..touching,bt dun exist in real world...hahas xD. Went to sch today as usual,doing revision,and one thing i feel weird,tat is no matter hw much i study i juz can't concentrate and those things dun get inside my mind,hw am i gonna pass for my coming exams?And i dun hav any intention to study at all,maybe at sch while all my friends were studying,at least i can concentrate alittle bit,bt while at home,my mind was reminding me to take out bks to study,bt i am lazy to do so,am i gone for it?-.- haix,suddenly when was having lunch at cafe1 wif kyna they all today,i tink of sumthings,i feel tat my life is lik properly planned before i was born into tis world,especially all things tat happened in tis yr,i nt even can't get in the same sch wif my sis,even the onli sis who same sch wif me,i can't be in same class wif her,and after everything,i decided to change my class, bt i ended alone..i feel so...unfair,why am i the one who was lonely,and i done all stupid things to make me feel better,nt crying anymore,and time passes,i was used to it..bt at tis time,my dad suddenly passed away,and tat make me feel more and more hate my life,bt..after dad passed away,tis time..suddenly,my classmates started to talk to me,and i started to get along wif them,nw..we can be consider as friends..bt..another side of my world was gone,i wan them back,bt they can no longer be back,feeling wun be the same anymore...why?Why can't i hav all these at the same time?Why am i losing everything one by one?One sentence was written tis way.."sumthing is end wif a new start",bt i was tinking..why muz things end to hav a new start?Then why muz hav all tis at the beginning,we will lose it anyway?These things appear to make us feel pain one day,it's juz a pass-by in our life,so why...life happened to be tis way,and nw i hav a ques..is anybody really feel happy in ur whole life in tis world without any dejected times?Last time,i thought human was born to tis world to enjoy,bt..my conclusion change,nw..to me,human r born to tis world to suffer...generation change,human change,world change,everything change accept for "change".Shall end here,readers if feel too bored reading tis then i dun mind can get off my blog ;)








Thursday, November 20, 2008

8:37 PM Y


Learn to cherish, before it's late
You'll never know the real me.

Didn't went to sch today,morning went st91 wif mum and eat breakfast,noon 12pm sumthing acc cousin to take her PSLE result wif sis,she get quite well for it..congrats ;).And while waiting thr and wait for her to get the result,the scene..very familiar..suddenly i was tinking of the day i grad on pri 6,i walk to the class i was on pri 6,bt it was nw 6D if i am nt wrong,the position changed,LOL..then we go home,cousin go back her home as well,went giant wif mum..buy some kueh to eat =x,hahas..then go home,slp..tired -.-,waked..4pm sumthing,slacking...watch tv,hav dinner after tat..and went down wif mum,sis and the devil kid in my hse =X..hahas,went home after tat,bro was back,watch tv...help bro print sumthing and nw blogging,enjoy!






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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

7:01 PM Y


Learn to cherish, before it's late
You'll never know the real me.

Here to update..ytd having IT ess practical test at 1pm-2pm,as i was in the first grp,so didn't meet wif kyna they all,they dun hav to go for sch cos they all second grp,bt as for the PM project,so they gt went sch bt they went to sch in the morning,then i nv go early larHx,cos was tired...hahas,thought will be having the multiple choices ques so was studying in the train bt nt leh,lol..as thr r teacher to giv hint and help out abit,i tink i will at least get a juz pass bah?LOL xD Then i was the last to went off the exam rm xD,take bus to tanah merah and reach tanah merah saw a sec sch schmate,then chat lo..then reach home and was 4.30pm lerHx,hahas..meet wif kyna and nisha to go sch tgt today,today gonna hav PM project presentation,was quite nervous,hahas..as they were lik all nt tat worry for it and i was lik scare will say wrong or too soft xD,okies..then the first lesson is d-com,suppose to finish the workbk and hurry pass up bt as we were busying abt the PM project so didn't bother,solving it tomoro bah,then we went for an early break then go MLC to finish up our project lik correct the mistake so and so...finally done lerHx,went to PM lesson,look at other grp present,then finally our turn,hahas...then present,my hand was cold,so is my grp ppls,lol...then after sch,kyna ask teacher abt hw is our project,teacher didn't let us noe the mark bt at least she gt say our grp did the best among others grp ;),glad to hear tat..hahas,then take bus to tanah merah and saw many ppls taking a bag of bak gua sia,they r all frm expo,tink gt offer =x,lol..train home wif kyna and nisha...went jp awhile wif kyna as she wanna buy things and i oso went to buy a packet of biscuit home,then take bus,her bus came first -.-,bt while she gg up the bus,my bus was behind =),hahas..no diff,tat's all...take care all

i feel hard to control my temper nwsaday..
am i under pressure?
and of cos we still unable to accept the fact dad has passed away larHx..
we r the one being hurt leh,we used to gone through those swt memories wif dad leh..
and he is the one who let us hav all the happiness,nw he is gone
hw u all expect us to let go so easily?
WE LOVE HIM(DAD) FOREVER!!!!!








Wednesday, November 12, 2008

9:26 PM Y


Learn to cherish, before it's late
You'll never know the real me.

Another new day today,went out quite early today,6.40am..cos nisha call me early,so went to take bus..and wait for bus,then as usual lo,meet nisha at je..then reach redhill bt kyna was late so went out of train and wait for her,she came lerHx..carrying many things,LOL...then take train to tanah merah and take bus to sch as she carry alot of things,very heavy..hahas,the bus driver was fierce sia,everytime oso lik tat,drive till very fast then suddenly brake,if nv hold the pole sure fall sia xD,reach sch lerHx,teacher sorting out the internet things,hw to connected 2 modem and the 2 com can chat tgt,then wan us to study the theory while they haven find out,bt we went down cafe1 makan first,then went up...teacher sort out liao...hahas,then ask us to go thr he explain to us,then we do,at last we oso noe hw to do lerHx,then boring staying thr,me and kyna nap on the table awhile,11am sumthing then can go break lerHx,went cafe1 slack slack,listen song...go back class on 12.30pm,do online test,module 10 and 14 i tink...then finish lerHx..teacher wan us do 3 surveys,then oh yah..sumthing abt the thai trip,i may be gg,depend on sch decision nw,lol..haix,hm..then finally can go home lerHx,bt need stay back for PM project,so went cafe1 wif my grps,and do lo..buy fries to eat =x..am i getting fatter?I guess i am,keep on eating xD..hahas,then done till half,the rest i tink they doing bah,then go home wif kyna,take train..free show on train sia,2 guys fighting,walau..already adults liao lo,frm wat i heard is becos one of them is coughing,another one ask him nt to cough bt in the end he cannot control then the guy nt happy jiu bash him,walau..tat guy kelian sia,kana bash..i saw he onli defending..then sumone press the red button and 1 SBS transit ppl came in and stop them,ask one of them get out,until one of them get out lerHx then everything peace,lol..then guy who get out is the one who bash another guy one,he still scolding him and asking him gt guts come out larHx watsoever,then another guy reply "why shld i go out",okie larH..then nth lerHx,reach boonlay,take bus home..me and kyna bus came at the same time,as my bus muz wait very long so kyna ask me chase the bus larHx,so i chase my bus,she acc me chase bus,bt she chase her bus,hahas..okie,then reach home..watch tv,eat and surf net,nw drinking green bean soup mum cook and blogging,tat's all for today,byebye..








Sunday, November 09, 2008

11:31 PM Y


Learn to cherish, before it's late
You'll never know the real me.

Tis morning was juz staying at home and watch tv till 1.30pm,actually grandma(mum side) came,bt as we need to visit another grandma(dad side),so we bring grandma(mum side) home,and went to another grandma hse,mum,bro,sis and me went tgt...reach thr,sit till 4pm sumthing then went off..cos was watching dvd show thr,a show called..er..i forget the name,bt it was abt a little gal can hear wat the insects is talking abt,then she grow up,she get to communicate wif insect,and quite interesting larHx,the show..lol,and was so happy,my 4th uncle giv me the dvd show "10 promises to my dog",went off to grandma(mum side) hse,sit awhile and went home,bath...5pm sumthing,xiao jiu called us,we gg sakura restaurant to hav dinner...bro say always let uncle treat very ps,so he treat today...gt grandma,xiaojiu family,mum,bro,sis,sis friend and me..then eat till very full,really very very full till can't walk sia..LOL,then as too full so ask xiaojiu to drive his family and grandma home can lerHx,we walk home ourselves..then we went stadium walk two rounds then went home,hahas..reach home,too bored so i watch "10 promises to my dog",mum say wanna watch tgt wif me,bt juz watch the front part she fall aslp,lol..then i continue watch..the show was quite sad,the little gal lost her mum when she was 14,and her mum let her take care of a dog as she told her mum she wan a dog,then her mum tell her muz giv tis 10 promises to her dog if she really wanna keep tis dog,then her mum pass away nt long ago,left wif her dad and the dog acc her,the dog was so cute,firstly the little gal doted on the dog alots,bt in the end she quite neglected the dog went she grown up and see lerHx quite sad as the dog onli hav 10 yrs to be in the world,then yea..tat's was some parts of the story,shall end my blogging here..take care ;)



I wonder the story was true?
Dog can be human gd friends..
then it's quite gd to be friends wif dog uh..
cos they r loyal,sincere,and pure
unlik human,hav too many of complicated stuff...
and it was too complicated to understand.








Friday, November 07, 2008

10:18 PM Y


Learn to cherish, before it's late
You'll never know the real me.

Wait for bus super long today,wait till i gonna fall aslp -.-,kyna was waiting for me at boonlay interchange,then meet nisha,at the train..tired xD,walk to sch...reach sch,d-com lesson..juz thr for 1hr then dismiss for break lerHx,eat fried fish mee today,actually i wan the thick beehoon derHx,bt order wrong,then nvm,eat lo...very salty xP,lol..then went up for IT ess,walau..tis lesson very bored sia,surf net awhile then ly on table to nap awhile,can dismiss lerHx,bt kyna and nisha still doing test on web so i went down and buy cakes home,then went up find them again,they was done lerHx,so we went off,take bus to tanah merah and train home,they went out at lakeside so i go boonlay myself,buy fried potato cake to eat,i wan 2 then she giv me 3 and charge me $1,i thought cannot buy 2 so giv her $1,idiot sia tat auntie,attitude prob,bt in the end i told her i wan 2 onli then she return me 20 cents,i rmb tat time bought chicken wings home and i asked a plastic bag frm her,she giv me attitude,today again...idiot xD,then i wait for bus and take bus home..oh yah,requested by yueling to do tis survey..bt cannot copy frm her blog so i copy frm sis friend blog,LOL..dun mind yah? =x



1)Do You Have Any Secret?
-wat secret really mean for?

2)Would You Fall In Love With A Girl/Boy Who Is Younger Than You?
-nt sure,tat's nt for me to decide

3)Do You Enjoy Going School?
-nt really,bt at least i hav friends around wif me so i wun feel tat bored lik last time

4)What Will You Do With A Billion Dollar?
-maybe in the past i will be very happy wif tis amount of money,bt nw hav tis sum of money oso no happiness,maybe will bring mum,bro and sis oversea and eat delicious foods bah?

5)List Out Your Favourite Songs.
-many,lazy to list it out xD

6)What Action/Behaviour Will Make You Angry?
-action or behaviour tat offend me lo

7)What Is Your Favourite Colour?
-babyblue

8)Who is Hot And Sexy?
-hw i noe?>.<

9)Who Tag you For The Quiz?
-eh..dunno xD








Wednesday, November 05, 2008

9:09 PM Y


Learn to cherish, before it's late
You'll never know the real me.

Meet wif nisha at je today,morning buses sumtimes hav to wait very long and it was crowded too..then redhill kyna came in,it's juz as usual larHx,lol...reach sch,went cafe 1 as kyna was hungry,then slack abit then went up,teacher caught us late bt he noe we r first time so he let us off,quite gd uh him =x,and ya..first time wear slipper to sch today,quite gd,bt better nt get caught xD,haha..then went back class lerHx,listen to teacher teaching,teacher giv short break,kyna and me went co-op shop buy swt then her friend was selling swts so she buy frm her and then price was 1 packet $1.50 and two packets $2.50,so buy 1 packet and giv $1 to support her friend..lol,went back class lerHx,tired..nv listen lerHx,cos left half an hr gg to dismiss for lunch,then went cafe 1 hav lunch,eat fries and went co-op shop buy drinks then noods buy prata hotdog,was so full,haha..as i hav fried noodles and curry in the morning cos mum cook,then went to another lesson,hav test..done 2 modules today,result juz as usual,LOL...and finish can go home,so we went off,was raining,went tampines wif kyna,nisha take train frm tampines,walk walk abit cos kyna wan buy sumthing then we was having fun playing,lol..then take train home,she went off at redhill so i take train to boon lay myself,and take bus home..reach home lerHx,the xiao devil in my hse sick,having fever,lol..then jiu eat dinner,sent grandma home and went home,watch tv and bla bla...nw blogging,oh yah..hav a missed call frm a number of unknown,wonder who isit,forget it,tat's all...bye peeps








Saturday, November 01, 2008

8:48 PM Y


Learn to cherish, before it's late
You'll never know the real me.

Today,morning eat breakfast at home,then surf net awhile and went to slp,mum went out wif grandma to buy stuffs for dad 100 days,and bro,sis surfing net,i slping..wait for mum they all to come back,then was so hungry,wait till 1pm sumthing then they was back,went cityhall wif grandma,mum,bro,sis and cousin..to get a free microsoft disc as i buy laptop then gt tis free gift,then hav lunch at citylink tat was selling ramen all tis,then grandma and mum share a plate of prawn fried rice,kor,jie and me order chicken chop ramen,cousin order vege dumplings ramen,it was treat by kor,and we finish eating lerHx,went suntec...tower 5,thought tat microsoft disc is get frm thr,bt in the end..no leh,is at funan IT mall then sian1/2,we went to catch doll..then i caught one stitch,firstly i change $5,then spended $2 luckily gt one stitch,then continue catch the others,then play till addicted lerHx,altogether spended me $14,bt at least gt one stitch larHx,nt bad nt bad xD,then went off..i treat them eat the french ice-cream at citylink thr?Thought can use net pay bt order liao then cannot pay by net,and i ran back to suntec and take out money frm atm-.-,then went back mum pay lerHx,so i return the money to mum,and is $28 bt mum onli take $20 frm me,hahas...then was so tired,walk a long way to funan IT mall to get tat 2 disc-.-,and get lerHx..went mac order drinks and sit awhile then went take train,at the train,sis keep irritate me..walau,very pekcek larHx,then dun wan talk to them,if dad around he sure scold sis why wanna make me,haix..tat wat been on my mind in the train,then take bus went home,kor bring grandma and cousin home,mum,jie and me went home first..then help fold some incense paper for dad and then nw blogging,still haven talk to them,dunno why larHx..idiot me always lik tat,dunno wat to say -.-,tat's all for today bah,posting my stitch ;)

okies..nw continue after all the post on top,went to boonlay food village wif mum,xiao jiu and xiao jiu mu,though was full bt went thr lerHx still eat xD..mum order fried oyster egg and xiao jiu mu order fruits and drinks,it was all treat by xiao jiu,lol..thks again..oso gt satay,tat was take away for bro and sis,me and mum oso gt eat some larHx,hahas..then tat's was all..byebye







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