Monday, December 15, 2008
3:49 PM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
I hav nth to blog abt,and suddenly..juz feel lik blogging abt wat happen tat midnite,26/8..everything remain the same before 12:45am if i am nt wrong..and tis things nv crossed my mind at all,cos i was still happily chatting wif dad at abt 8pm - 9pm at 25/8,he jk wif me,and i was lying on the bed wif mum and dad was juz sitting thr,he even take the dumbbell tat belongs to bro to exercise his hand,his hand hav pain for a very long time,since he started to drive midnite taxi last time,bt...for our sake,he still need to force himself to work to let us hav a stable financial every mth,and a person lik him,why will tis thing happen to him?Midnite,a loud sound waked mum and mum voice waked me and sis,bro was still at his police academy serving ns,when i waked up,and switch on the light,dad was lying on the floor wif a terrible expression,he struggling,trying to get up bt he couldn't,and we realise half of his body cannot even move,me and mum then helped him to sit up,he sit on the floor,and his body lean on the bed,dad wanna speak sumthing,bt he couldn't talk,wat he can speak is onli "en en en",i started to feel faint,the feeling i hav nv had before,sitting on the bed,dunno wat to do,sis get a cup of water for dad,dad trying to drink bt he couldn't,water came out,sis suggest to called uncle(mum side),and uncle ask us to call ambulance and while waiting,dad struggling to stand up,he pull the corner of the wall trying to get up,i went toward and say tis to him "dad,ambulance coming,u dun force urself anymore,dun make us worry",and dad looked at me,i feel so pain..i was tinking to get a piece of paper and pen to let dad write wat he wanna say,bt i didn't,i was so regret why i didn't,if i did..maybe dad could write down wat he wanna say,bt..i didn't,i am so regret nw,i nv tink tat tis will happen,at tat moment i juz thought tat after ambulance come,send to hospital and dad will be cured,bt..until i heard the doctor say:"u all hav to be prepared",without a sec,mum..sis..and me,burst out of tears,it was at midnite,hw i wish i was drming,bt until today..wat i can do other than accept the fact,dad..we love u,we miss u,u r the most noble dad in our heart,dun forget us,we be family forever!!!!!Labels: Sometimes..i wondering if tis nv happen..wat are we doing tgt nw?Shld be still a happy family bah?
