SinCe tHe dAy..hW dO i sMiLe whEn mY rEaL happiNeSs hAs gOnE...

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

11:40 PM Y

Learn to cherish, before it's late

♥ You'll never know the real me.

Today is 31 Dec 2008,the very last day of 2008,last yr tis day,tis hr,tis min,tis sec..dad,mum,bro,sis and me was in dad taxi car,and we asked dad to bring us see firework,tat day,is the very first time..five of us,onli us,one family..watch firework tgt,and i had nv nv tink of tat it is oso the very last time,rmb tat time,dad still scolded by a police,and even hav some arguement,becos of us..we wan to watch firework,actually..mum said dun wan watch lerHx,bt dad insist and in the end we still get to watch it,behind the trees,and we watch the firework,so nice..so beautiful,me and sis was shouting welcoming 2008 and taking videos,dad,bro and mum was watching the firework and praising it,saying it was nice.Yea..indeed,bt becos we watch it tgt,imagine tis yr,no more one family,even hundreds,thousands of firework infront of us,i am sure..it's still nth,tat's why when uncle called and ask mum to go out,mum rejected,she say she was afraid seeing those firework wun make her happy,instead..onli make her cry.I am nw tinking and hating myself why i onli take those firework,and i nv take the expression of dad,mum,bro,sis and myself tat time?If i had,nw i could watch it,and will nv forget the scene of tat nite,we miss u dad...u r gone and it's juz lik a part of our world was gone,so wat it's 2009 nw?Even 2010,2011,2012 and the rest of the yr,to us...we already dun hav reunion lerHx,hw to celebrate?Nw..everyone was happily celebrating and welcoming tis coming 2009,cos their life still the same,bt why..juz 1 yr onli,it's diff nw,last yr..tis yr,seems to lik very short period,bt a very big diff to our family.

Sometimes,life is lik a puzzle..it's very complicated,it test ur patience,it makes u wanna giv up,bt if u giv up,u will ended up wif nth,no results..bt if u sort it out..continue to find a way,u will slowly feel tat u are almost complete,and at the end of the day..u will get a nice puzzle u fixed ur own...and u will feel tat wat u hav done is worth.Everything is nt wasted.