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Sunday, August 23, 2009

11:36 AM Y

Learn to cherish, before it's late

♥ You'll never know the real me.

Gonna blog abt ytd..went out wif esther and ting,meet ting at boon lay and esther at je,toward orchard...inside the train gt one lady..shouting and scolding vulgarities,and finally she get down at outram,reach orchard,went cineleisure to hav lunch at xing wang,was very hungry...LOL,esther and me order same food,ting nt tat hungry as she ate lerHx,so onli order side dishes,then we started playing UNO while waiting for foods to be served.After bill,we went to taka and walk walk,esther find her bf,and she treated us cupcake,lol..thks esther (;.Erm..then they acc me to shaw hse take my thing and we went ION walk walk till 8pm sumthing and called dearest babe,meeting her (;..train to batok as esther wanna change her clothes and cab to ting hse and my hse...esther acc me home and back to dearest babe hse,meeted jun xian too...he at jp buying movie tickets wif his friends,meeted playground,his friends came too..didn't talk much and he went off wif his friend to catch the movie,sisters planned to went fairprice,so we went...hav abit fun thr and walk around the jp without any shop open frm 11pm-1am,as thr was heavy rain too,so cannot go back..stay thr wait,he msg me after his movie to ask whr r we,then he and his friends was juz behind us,lol..then they slack wif us,we slack at babe void deck till 4am sumthing and back to dearest babe hse slp.A auntie thr was finding her cat since the time we slack till 4am xD.Slp for 2 hrs and waked,walk around in babe rm and call back home awhile,mum ask me to slp until they waked,and yea..i went back slp again,waked at 9am sumthing and walked home (;

Labels: Dad..it's lunar 7 mth nw.When then we can noe u are really by our side?

Sunday, August 16, 2009

10:18 PM Y

Learn to cherish, before it's late

♥ You'll never know the real me.

Ytd..went out wif sisters to cineleisure to watch Orphan,firstly..meet wif jolyn,tgt bring brandon back home,and yea..walk to lakeside mrt station,meet jolyn friend,then meet esther at je and went bugis,esther buy her things and we meet crystal at dhoby,hav our lunch and buy movie ticket,and it was 6.35pm show,walk around orchard till the time and meet wif esther bf then went in to watch the movie,erm...nt so nice bt okie okie,hahas..then after tat they acc me wanna go take the things my mum asked me to,bt..it was close,ps uh mum..lied to u =x,anw..u found out,lol...then we went xing wang eat and play cards thr,kinda fun,then went off and realised it was already late,rush for the train and home at 12am. Today is the day dad passed away one yr.It's really fast,can't imagine it's already one yr.And last nite,i was out wif my sisters till midnite 12am,supposed to be very tired after shopping for a day,instead of slping lik a pig,i can't get into slp,been sitting at the bed for 1hr and mum waked,then chat wif her awhile she slp back,went to get my phone and listen to song frm 2am - 5am,during the period of time,those memories wif dad hav been appearing in my mind,was so happy bt become so sad memories,till 5am i tried to slp and nap until 7am,waked and started to do those stuff for dad 1yr..miss u dad,hope u get everything and hope u miss us too (;

Wednesday, August 05, 2009

10:18 PM Y

Learn to cherish, before it's late

♥ You'll never know the real me.

As usual meet kyna and nisha and take train,in the train..when nisha is still nt inside,i hav asked kyna abt hw was it abt ytd she talk to raymond and the idiot lecturer,she said raymond was obviously helping lecturer,okie..then nvm,then she told me blablabla and i ans her back,i said tat i hav said early it's no point argue wif a lecturer,onli we lose out in the end onli,and obviously the lecturer is siding on "her",then she suddenly kpkb me -.-,starting she was juz saying "u all ytd quiet,everything oso dun wan say,all i say alone,nw say all tis oso no use..." using a very irritating voice,then at last she keep repeating lik as if it's my fault for nt speaking up?Damn..then i was lik getting irritated and stop talking to her,pls...i didn't noe wat happen ytd,seriously..tis matter me and nisha is nt suppose to be involved cos of u and our grp is lik being blacklisted by all the lecturers,okie..then nvm,tis things was solve and over,after tat..we reached sch,nisha open the powerpoint slides and idiot lecturer saw,went toward and said something to nisha,then saying one of the item dun need put inside,so i heard and i was deleting it too while i saw nisha was deleting it,so she dun hav to send me a new copy,bt she suddenly SHOUTED at me say "yiling,can u pls close it,one person do will do"..wtf?Okie,i understand hw u feel when u get irritated by someone bt pls,get tis clear,i am nt a machine for u guys to vend ur anger on me,and after today..tis sch really hav nth tat worth for me to miss and tink of if i grad,suck lecturers thr,suck classmates thr and suck sect head thr.Seriously,i dun get why am i involve in tis situation when i hav done nth,is it wrong by keeping silent too?Quiet mean easy to bully?I get why kyna so angry is the morning as she oso told me the idiot lecturer compare me wif her,saying i wun talk back,GET TIS CLEAR!IT'S NT I WUN TALK BACK,IT'S JUZ I DUN WANNA SAY MUCH!IT'S REAL CHILDISH!I juz wanna get watever cert i shld get and leave tis sch asap since in tis sch thr's nth for me to tink of.=/

Saturday, August 01, 2009

10:03 AM Y

Learn to cherish, before it's late

♥ You'll never know the real me.

Nowsaday sch having alot prob..and was getting so frustrated as i am nt feeling well and those unwanted prob keep coming on and on...bt after ytd,i hope it's solved,stop those prob -.-,as a grp i juz hope we can done wat we hav to done and present well at the end of the day and get a gd grades tgt,tat's all.After sch went to meet esther,cos she wan me pei her go interview,at orchard..so rush home change clothes and went out,meet her at je,and we train down to orchard..went to eat first as i was damn hungry,lol..we hav mac,after tat we walk around orchard,esther lazy plus dunno whr the interview place so in the end she nv go,hahas..wanna pierce ear bt too ex compare to outside so we nv pierce,went taka and we bought one cup,so cute..gt light one,LOL.Take some photos and we train home,esther came my hse awhile,say is wanna see those photos i take in taiwan bt in the end she was watching tv all the while..9pm - 10pm show and 10pm to 11pm show..and we oso gt webcam wif dearest babe jolyn,taken some webcam photo bt nt nice so nt posting out,lol...then send esther to pioneer mrt,and she train home...yea,tat's all..byebye (;