SinCe tHe dAy..hW dO i sMiLe whEn mY rEaL happiNeSs hAs gOnE...

Wednesday, August 05, 2009

10:18 PM Y

Learn to cherish, before it's late

♥ You'll never know the real me.

As usual meet kyna and nisha and take train,in the train..when nisha is still nt inside,i hav asked kyna abt hw was it abt ytd she talk to raymond and the idiot lecturer,she said raymond was obviously helping lecturer,okie..then nvm,then she told me blablabla and i ans her back,i said tat i hav said early it's no point argue wif a lecturer,onli we lose out in the end onli,and obviously the lecturer is siding on "her",then she suddenly kpkb me -.-,starting she was juz saying "u all ytd quiet,everything oso dun wan say,all i say alone,nw say all tis oso no use..." using a very irritating voice,then at last she keep repeating lik as if it's my fault for nt speaking up?Damn..then i was lik getting irritated and stop talking to her,pls...i didn't noe wat happen ytd,seriously..tis matter me and nisha is nt suppose to be involved cos of u and our grp is lik being blacklisted by all the lecturers,okie..then nvm,tis things was solve and over,after tat..we reached sch,nisha open the powerpoint slides and idiot lecturer saw,went toward and said something to nisha,then saying one of the item dun need put inside,so i heard and i was deleting it too while i saw nisha was deleting it,so she dun hav to send me a new copy,bt she suddenly SHOUTED at me say "yiling,can u pls close it,one person do will do"..wtf?Okie,i understand hw u feel when u get irritated by someone bt pls,get tis clear,i am nt a machine for u guys to vend ur anger on me,and after today..tis sch really hav nth tat worth for me to miss and tink of if i grad,suck lecturers thr,suck classmates thr and suck sect head thr.Seriously,i dun get why am i involve in tis situation when i hav done nth,is it wrong by keeping silent too?Quiet mean easy to bully?I get why kyna so angry is the morning as she oso told me the idiot lecturer compare me wif her,saying i wun talk back,GET TIS CLEAR!IT'S NT I WUN TALK BACK,IT'S JUZ I DUN WANNA SAY MUCH!IT'S REAL CHILDISH!I juz wanna get watever cert i shld get and leave tis sch asap since in tis sch thr's nth for me to tink of.=/