Sunday, December 27, 2009
7:32 PM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Getting tired.Currently been watching Chinese paladin 3,yea..i hav watched Chinese paladin 1,bt...it seems thr are no Chinese paladin 2,then i saw bro watching Chinese paladin 3 mths ago if i am nt wrong,bt i am nt interested so didn't watch.Then suddenly miotv gt the show,saw mum watching,lol...then i watch tgt wif her and i am being attracted.LOL...bt i onli watched last half of the epi,so nw start watching back the first half epi.Ytd mum finish watching the last epi,and we watch tgt...my gosh,it was really damn sad,i lik watching tis kind of show,cos in reality world,who will really go and care abt ur love ones in the critical juncture.No true,onli fake.This show nv shown a very gd ending for those main characters,bt at least in the end,they get peace,frm tis show...i hav learned something,and..if i can tink lik them,hw great will it be.Bt...tat's juz a show,cos if i tink lik them,doesn't mean i can be lik them,cos i am living in the diff world as them,no ppl around me are lik ppl around them,i can't really use words to express out wat i tinking,maybe i am a weird one i guess. xD虽然很努力, 练习着忘记,
我的心却还没答应可以,
放弃了你。
说好要忘记，偏偏又想起。
Thursday, December 24, 2009
2:50 PM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Merry christmas (;.Yea...today was christmas eve,mum b'dae too.Happy b'dae mum =D.Went to jp tgt wif mum,cos i wanna buy christmas presents (;,and went to eat,i treated mum...and i saw one jacket at RED2,i long for it...cos i buy the 3/4 jean and wanna match wif tis kind of jacket,bt it was ex.,mum ask me try it,and...she buy it for me,thks mum (;...muacks,LOL.Shld i leave it till cny?Hahas..see hw first bah,hm...then bro came back frm work,cos today he work half day onli..so he came find us at jp,then we walk to the 24 hrs fairprice tat area,and noe wat?Thr are similar jacket thr,and it onli cost $26 -.-",bt forget it,already bought lerHx..lol,i lik it anw (;.Hope to enjoy tis few days,still looking for job,dearest and me gg to find again soon,hope to find one..i am bankrupt xD.Hahas,okies...end here,take care all. continue~ Celebrated at grandma hse,aunt order turkey and cake and we order pizza and kfc (;.Thks cousin for the BBT,lik it (;..kor and jie bought me a big dolphin for christmas,thks alot (;..happy,received soooooo many presents tis mth,hahas =).Tomoro shld be gg 2nd aunt (father side) hse,stay thr for 2 days 1 nite bah,hope will hav fun...and it's seriously enjoying (;.Happy (;
Monday, December 21, 2009
8:45 PM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Today went jp wif mum,finally (;.As..i bought one 3/4 jean on sat and realise the pocket gt one hole,so mum acc me go change it today,treated mum "zhou's kitchen" as our lunch,i cook dinner today for my family (;,although nt very well done,i will do it better again,lol...many many things happen,i hav no idea wat shld be done,families,friendship,and tat so called "relationship" tat does nt exist,why...onli a few of them noe,i tink i dun hav to test anymore bah,it's clear enough after today,wat the suay luck i hav today,my gosh...damn unlucky can?Fcuking crazy..why still contact me?Cheating feeling is fun?Let's wait and see.I am so stupid,still wanna giv u chance,thought it's misunderstanding,it's nt,i am sure tis time.Lame!
Childish!
STUPID!!!
Friday, December 18, 2009
9:56 AM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
New day new day...lol,watching a new show intro by boon,thks to him..tat's a funny show and by watching tat show it made my day (;,the show is "hi,my sweetheart",bt...it's a new show so it onli come out once a wk and i am waiting for the next epi.Grandma discharged today...so mum gt to go tgt wif them to fetch her home,tat means lata gt to take care baby myself again xD,i am still finding job -.-,bt...still waiting for the time to find job xD.I wan ear peace......................so pls,stop those nonsense -.-".Wat happen to me?
I actually feel sad for tat.
Wat happen to u?
Why call me after drunk?
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
3:07 PM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Ytd finally get to go out,meet wif dearest to find job tgt,hope in the end we can work xD.Meet wif another two sisters around 6pm,lol...funniest part,dearest get in the train,the door close and i am still outside,so ps..LOL.Then meet esther at clementi and ting at batok then we walk to kopitiam around thr and hav zi cha,lol...walk to csc for pool after tat,enjoy the day wif sisters,reach home 10pm plus,hope next time no matter wat happen in future,we can rmb wat sis is for.Quarrel is hard to avoid bt after quarrel shld gain a understand for each others and nt hatred (;.Today staying at home taking care the cutie,taken some photos wif her and i am bored -.-,tonite...grandma will be having a surgery,hope everything went fine.Bro coming back soon...miss him and his PRESENT!LOL..bt wonder wat he will buy O.o.Hahas..okie,shall end here (;.
U are a game to me nw.
A game,and i will rmb.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
3:44 PM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
I lik u.
I miss u.
I wan u.
I hate u.
I dunno u.Do u really mean wat u say?
Frm which angle?Can't feel.
No fate.
Tat's it.
Cousin hamster.Cute?
Sunday, December 06, 2009
9:37 PM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Yea...continuously updated my blog (;.Today went to shopping wif jie,lol...a lazy person lik her willing to go out wif me becos she wan to go marina see whr is marina mandarin hotel as her colleague invited her to her wedding at the place.So i acc her..we go in and out of our hse 3 times and finally can take the train -.-.Reached cityhall,went xingwang to eat,after tat we went to marina square to find the place and found lerHx we went to walk walk,buy a watch for myself and jie buy one too,bt diff design.LOL...went to catch doll bt caught nth xD.Went to tcc to chill...jie treat,hahas...then after tat abt 5pm sumthing take train,get down at boon lay and went jp,jie go buy a card or sumthing for game stuff tat cost her $50 plus,piang...waste money,bt her money,wat can i say =.=.She buy fake eye lashed for me and herself,hahas...okie..then walk to grandma hse,mum and bro over thr,juz reach onli mum say wanna go home,so we went home,mum is so xinku,need to take care of grandma...haix,bt i cannot acc her tonite cos tomoro gt to go for btt,she so xinku take care of grandma,bt wat she get back is grandma complaining and fake story saying it's mum cause her fall.I understand grandma already old and maybe having some depression or watever bt i noe hw tough it is to take care of her,onli half day make me tired till lik wat,mum taking care her so long,nite still cannot slp properly,i hope grandma recover soon,so mum dun need to be so xinku lerHx.
Friday, December 04, 2009
10:01 AM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
By nw...i am still in a very moody situation,after tat nite everything.And yea,i am nt gg to shanghai anymore,due to the date was too near,so the plane ticket cannot change name anymore.These two days,staying at home helping mum to take care of the baby as mum gt to take care of grandma,so i didn't hav the time or rather say mood to study for btt.Mum is the one taking care of grandma day and nite,staying at grandma hse and morning still hav to rush home to carry baby.Wth isit?Is it fair?Ytd nobody come down to take care of grandma and let my mum rest,till the evening,wat if i was still schling?Mum dun need to rest?She did nt slp the nite before,cos grandma can't slp due to the pain,anybody care?Yet all are staying at home shake leg?Wat i was disappoint abt is mum hav been taking care of grandma so much,yet she put the blame on mum saying tat mum is the cause of her falling down,bt tat's nt true,i heard the story saying by aunt tat it was becos she get down the car and walk by herself while cousin,aunt and mum didn't get to notice and she fell,3 ppls were thr,why muz be mum onli the one being blame?Unfair,yet...everything can push to a death person nw,my dad.I dun wanna say wat isit,bt conscience clear,nth to afraid.Shall end here,i am tired.
