SinCe tHe dAy..hW dO i sMiLe whEn mY rEaL happiNeSs hAs gOnE...

Friday, December 04, 2009

10:01 AM Y

Learn to cherish, before it's late

♥ You'll never know the real me.

By nw...i am still in a very moody situation,after tat nite everything.And yea,i am nt gg to shanghai anymore,due to the date was too near,so the plane ticket cannot change name anymore.These two days,staying at home helping mum to take care of the baby as mum gt to take care of grandma,so i didn't hav the time or rather say mood to study for btt.Mum is the one taking care of grandma day and nite,staying at grandma hse and morning still hav to rush home to carry baby.Wth isit?Is it fair?Ytd nobody come down to take care of grandma and let my mum rest,till the evening,wat if i was still schling?Mum dun need to rest?She did nt slp the nite before,cos grandma can't slp due to the pain,anybody care?Yet all are staying at home shake leg?Wat i was disappoint abt is mum hav been taking care of grandma so much,yet she put the blame on mum saying tat mum is the cause of her falling down,bt tat's nt true,i heard the story saying by aunt tat it was becos she get down the car and walk by herself while cousin,aunt and mum didn't get to notice and she fell,3 ppls were thr,why muz be mum onli the one being blame?Unfair,yet...everything can push to a death person nw,my dad.I dun wanna say wat isit,bt conscience clear,nth to afraid.Shall end here,i am tired.