SinCe tHe dAy..hW dO i sMiLe whEn mY rEaL happiNeSs hAs gOnE...

Sunday, December 27, 2009

7:32 PM Y

Learn to cherish, before it's late

♥ You'll never know the real me.

Getting tired.Currently been watching Chinese paladin 3,yea..i hav watched Chinese paladin 1,bt...it seems thr are no Chinese paladin 2,then i saw bro watching Chinese paladin 3 mths ago if i am nt wrong,bt i am nt interested so didn't watch.Then suddenly miotv gt the show,saw mum watching,lol...then i watch tgt wif her and i am being attracted.LOL...bt i onli watched last half of the epi,so nw start watching back the first half epi.Ytd mum finish watching the last epi,and we watch tgt...my gosh,it was really damn sad,i lik watching tis kind of show,cos in reality world,who will really go and care abt ur love ones in the critical juncture.No true,onli fake.This show nv shown a very gd ending for those main characters,bt at least in the end,they get peace,frm tis show...i hav learned something,and..if i can tink lik them,hw great will it be.Bt...tat's juz a show,cos if i tink lik them,doesn't mean i can be lik them,cos i am living in the diff world as them,no ppl around me are lik ppl around them,i can't really use words to express out wat i tinking,maybe i am a weird one i guess. xD

虽然很努力, 练习着忘记,
我的心却还没答应可以,
放弃了你。
说好要忘记，偏偏又想起。