Saturday, July 31, 2010
9:40 PM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Tired,tired,tired...and yea,today is the 4th day i went ndp at padang to help performers face paint,bt...2 of my friends wasn't thr as one was back to indo and one didn't sign to go for the 4th day,and oso was my last day gg thr as i wun be gg on the actual day,today was kinda strict over thr,maybe becos next wk is National Day already tat's why,we hav to get down the bus and walk in as the bus cannot enter,and oso before gg in,we hav to scan the bag and our body,was lik...wth -.-.And oso hav alot polices tat we didn't saw on the first 3 days,hm...was a busy day,we are the face painter bt we need to help out those make-up ppls to put the foundation and loose powder for the choir kids as it was quite rush,until my hand was lik keep working non-stop,bt since it's the last day so i am enjoying it (;.Taking picts over thr and today weather was damn hot,really cannot tahan,lol...feel slpy,i feel so emotional today,lol...feeling suck.Dun lik to be tis way bt i can't help,wanna to gain more confident,i dun need to be lik anyone,bt myself.
Saturday, July 24, 2010
10:35 PM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
I finally watch blood pledge after everytime noticing the ads in mrt station,LOL..bt...overall the movie,i onli lik the last part of the show,which was kinda touching.Today 3rd times make-up for NDP performers,and was quite moody,next wk gonna be less ppl,shld i go or shld nt?Still considering,test coming soon,everything gg to start afresh soon too.I guess i will miss the life in cosmoprof bah,nt becos of the sch,bt becos of the mates i hav get to know,it's true tat u will get to meet diff kind of ppls in every diff parts of ur life,and i really enjoy it,at least..those ppls i met over thr was quite friendly,and having so much fun for these 2 mths tgt wif them,till nw..i still missing the MBS day,lol...i guess it's oso after tat day,we started to talk more and get close more wif each and everyone bah.
Do u noe,i start to mention u to my friends again.Does it mean i start to tink of u again?I dunno,my friend asked me:"now,do u still lik him",at the moment,i dunno wat to ans,yes or no?I told her,i dunno..and,i really dunno.Labels: Dad..last nite u were in my drm again =D
Friday, July 16, 2010
9:38 PM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
I hav enough of all the attitude,i noe it hurts if u really mean it,bt i oso dun mean to do it,bt...can pls dun giv me attitude?Why can't let it be pure friendship?As u said u dun wan to lost me as a friend,so am i,yet u say i onli treat u as nobody,i nv say tat.Why u say it?I might regret sumday,lik hw i am nw,bt wat can i do,nw...i juz dun learn hw to treasure,i am sori.
Sunday, July 11, 2010
11:51 PM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
I went to make-up for ndp performances ytd,and i suppose it will be a busy day bt ytd was quite fine,as we dun hav to help choir make-up,bt i guess next wk wun be tat lucky,haha..anw,it was still tired.My life,nw..was still okie,i am worried abt after tat,i noe,i muz and gonna get a gd job after my learning reaching the fullstop,juz lik i gonna start a new paragraph,bt...hw i gonna begin the new paragraph?If..i mean if,the beginning of my paragraph is nt nice,who gonna be interested for the rest of the paragraph?I can't return,can onli go forward and make the back of the story interesting,can i do it?Say,is always easier than done.Can i hav a smoother road after tat?All these yrs,it seems lik thr will be sumthing blocking the way throughout,otherwise..it was lik too quiet till adnormal,lik sumthing coming on the back,LOL...hope i am juz tinking too much,nt sure wat i am gg to mean too,juz all these pop up my mind out of sudden and so i am typing out.Gonna went to slp.Bye.Labels: Dad..i miss u.
