SinCe tHe dAy..hW dO i sMiLe whEn mY rEaL happiNeSs hAs gOnE...

Sunday, January 30, 2011

8:50 PM Y

Learn to cherish, before it's late

♥ You'll never know the real me.

Endure,endure,endure.The onli thing i can do now is endure.Bt i am juz afraid,afraid before i can endure till the end,i already end it all.I dunno...i am feeling so complicated,i dun need ppl who's not trying to care instead,was trying to add salt to my wound to be here looking at everything i am gg through.I can't say tat thr's nobody thr for me,bt juz...wat can they do more for me?Everyone's gg through their own troubles,everyone can console,and care for the person who's having the troubles,bt who can really be thr and really solved the problem for the person who's having the troubles?Nobody.Hw long more?It was stated 2 mths plus more,bt after tis 2 mths plus,maybe i am freedom for tis trouble,bt hw many more are thr infront waiting for me?Why are thr waves in life?To make a person stronger?I don't tink so,human gg through would onli tink they have become stronger,bt...each and everytime,is onli they tink they are,did they really become stronger after gg through all these?For me,after gg through,i become weaker,i would told myself i wouldn't wan to meet the same thing again.I will hide frm it.Tomoro will be the last day he would be thr to settle for me thing tat are nt settle,i am thks to him,bt...after he left,i can't imagine hw to survive for tat 2 mths plus.Relying is nt a gd thing,and i didn't realise,for tis 2 wks,i hav been relying on him,and nw..i am doom.