SinCe tHe dAy..hW dO i sMiLe whEn mY rEaL happiNeSs hAs gOnE...

Saturday, April 23, 2011

10:11 PM Y

Learn to cherish, before it's late

♥ You'll never know the real me.

When thr's chances came to u,grab it tight,cos chances onli find u once.Yea...i noe,bt..when chances is nt wat u are looking for or u still haven be prepared to take the chances,wat are u gg to do?Firstly,i am afraid i will lose the chance.Secondly,i am afraid i had successfully grab the chance bt dunno wat to do wif it.Am i being overestimated?I wan to prove myself,bt i seem so lost.I am juz lik a beggar,enter a castle and being mistaken tat i was a princess.LOL.-.- Tis description seems abit ridiculous bt i am in tis situation nw,and yet..i hav no one to talk to,cos whoever i talk to..all the ans become a pressure to me.It's lack of confident again,i noe..bt hw to gain confident,hw is confident suppose to be,i told myself umpteen times..juz go wif it,it's a chances,etc. ..bt,those kind of self-encourages doesn't work,in the end i still can't cross over my own timid.And nw,wat came to my mind is the onli word i can tink to lessen the stress..tat is "When the boat gets to the pier-head, it will go straight with the current".Hope so...-.-

Sunday, April 10, 2011

9:25 PM Y

Learn to cherish, before it's late

♥ You'll never know the real me.

I feel so sucky,damn...i hate tis feeling.Mixed feeling,so many things bothering and i dunno which is the one tat make me feel so sucky.Dad...tonite after 12am is my b'dae,let me drm can??Pls...xie xie.I miss u dad,shun bian tell me do u lik the pouch i make for u.

Labels: B'dae..so wat?It's juz another normal day tat shows the date u are born on the calendar.Tat's all.