SinCe tHe dAy..hW dO i sMiLe whEn mY rEaL happiNeSs hAs gOnE...

Thursday, May 05, 2011

12:14 PM Y

Learn to cherish, before it's late

♥ You'll never know the real me.

At tis moment,tis kind of feeling is so torturing.Feel lik dying so much.And it was nt the first time,been having obstacles in my life.I thought i hav found a vision for my future,trying to believe it can be done,bt..no,i was wrong.Nw,it was juz a small business,so called a "trying out",and juz a little obstacles we met,already become lik tis,fcuk!It's juz ur "unwilling to lose" attitude,wth are u trying to prove?Why being so over-protective for urself,tat doesn't mean u can be inconsiderate for other's.And yet i am nt juz other's,bt ur sister.So why are u arguing wif me tat sumthing even if u win u oso wun hav any reward?It's juz as simple as i wanna talk things out and nt prove tat who will win in the end,why juz can't u understand?Tis is a business,it's nt a game,and since we are partnership,every single details,both of us shld noe well.Tat's why i am asking u,and wat's ur attitude?Say i am irritating,say i dunno hw to check?Hey pls..u shld hav let me noe and nt wait until i ask u,hw would i noe whether it hav box or rather hw would i noe u dun even noe whether it hav box anot,u wan me check u juz let me noe,send me the file,nt giving fcuking attitude and fcuking tone saying "u dunno hw to check uh,everything oso i do".Are u sure u doing everything?U do more doesn't mean u are doing everything,and u are doing tat cos supplier is ur friend,onli u are able to do tat,so why are u blaming?If u tink it's unfair then why are we doing it in the first place?U are the one who mention it.And we are paying it tgt in the same amount,u didn't pay more.So why muz i see ur face?Everytime i ask u and u dun wanna reply,when i hav sumthing else to do and yet u find me to discuss.Wth is tat?I am slping,i am working tomoro too,and why can't u be considerate?We hav already delay so many days,so do u tink 1 more day of delay will affect anything?U are showing attitude cos of ur emotional,u bring ur anger back home frm work and u vent it on us,bt do u tink u are the onli one having those kind of prob?Everyone's hav their own prob,if u wan to vent,pls vent it on sumthing tat wun feel hurt,tat hav no pain,no tears,no heart,no blood.Juz one word onli,disappointed!