Wednesday, June 29, 2011
8:45 PM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Wtf!!!!!!Fuck tat cb new WH manager,knn...act one big onli,wtf..wan me to work on sat and sun in a forcing way,then for wat fuck u come and ask me tat isit a prob for me to work on sat and sun,and when i ans yes,yet u reply lik no matter wat i still hav to come.CB!Seriously larHx hoh,if i gonna hav to work on sat and sun,then i muz well go find retail job sua larHx,still gt commission,maybe pay still can get higher than wat i am earning nw.Intended to find a part time job to work on fri and sat,bt fuck u..ruin all my plan.You say tat tis is a project so i need to work for sat and sun for a few wks maybe,well...i gonna see,if fucker u bluff me,if sat and sun is becoming my working days and nt juz tat few wks,then i am gonna quit!I wun consider much!My motive for finding a admin job is becos i wan tat office hr,nt i lik or wat.Idiot!Lik a pervert lik tat,ask my phone no.,still say wat at nite cannot slp can call me,you tink funny uh,kns!Shit..shld nt giv it to u,knn...bt no choice,fuck!I am gonna get crazy larHx..ass!So many prob nw,one haven solve,another one probing up,and ppl thr are juz getting more and more suck!So many ppl is leaving,so when is my turn?=( I feel really tired larHx,isit true tat all job is lik tat?But at least the ppl can be better rite?-.- If nth changes,if after the first WH manager go off and the second one came,everything juz remain tat way,hw great would it be,why..tell me why muz the WH manager change again? :/
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
9:34 PM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
U are gg to leave our area very soon,aren't u?I can feel it today,tat the chance I get to see u is getting lesser and lesser.Starting to feel afraid and kinda panic.Nw..u are the one who's on my back for me to rely,second is "ur assistant".Nw,u are gg to leave our area..and "ur assistant" oso leaving after a few mths,after tat..I am the onli one,I am lefted all alone,teach me hw do I nt feel stress when I tink of tis?I noe relying is nt gd,bt I juz didn't realise I hav been relying on u till I have realised,it's too late..I am already used to it.So hw?-.- I feel so tired...the more I work,the more tired I get.I thought the longer I work,I get used to it,I feel nth when I go to work,it will juz become a standard daily schedule of my life,bt things does nt go as smoothly as I thought it would be,cos I am wrong..the longer I work,more new things I gt to face.I hate when everything's is keep on changing,especially when it's frm gd change to bad.I hate when I heard somebody's is gg to leave our area,especially I realise everytime,ppl who's leaving are always the one who does help on my daily work.Without them,sumthing will be missing.But none of those who don't does any help wanna leave.Lik so LOL! -.-
Saturday, June 11, 2011
12:40 AM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Endure in process..hw long more can I convince myself?Brain and heart gt diff choices,shld I listen to brain or heart?Choices of brain is nt wat I wan,bt is wat I need,choices of heart is wat I wan,bt yet I can't gurantee I will be safe for choosing tis.Awww..ytd kana screwed up by boss,boss,cos I did something tat I am being taught,I was doing it so correctly until he say I shld hav tink isit right before doing it.U are the boss so I dun argue wif you,cos I am still unfamiliar wif many things yet,I can't argue back.Bt making an eg.,if you dunno wat is a pen and wat is a pencil,and I am the person who is authorize to teach you pen and pencil.I giv u a pencil and tell you it's a pen,will you still tink tat the pen is nt a pen,shld be a pencil.Or you will juz simply follow?Alright,I admit I shldn't follow blindly,I hav fault too,bt...who will noe tat is incorrect?I noe very little thing onli eh,I didn't ask you to expect so much frm me eh,so why are you?And nw here you are to blame me?-.- Another prob here,wat is the jealousy abt?They are juz so compatible,yeah..the both of them,so why am i having so weird feeling?Awww..heard tat you are leaving us soon,gg back to ur original place,by knowing tat..I am seriously damn sad,asked me to stay and all gg off one by one,NICE ONE!Bt...why am I feeling sad?Cos I can no longer see you so often,or cos my boss wun be you anymore,nt so nice lik u anymore?Why giv me so many troubles?Wth is tis?I juz expect a job which giv me wat I expect and I can clearly understand wat I am doing,and wat I shld do,nt like nw..my jobscope keep on increasing until I really dunno which one shld I focus on.Shit all these!I nv expect to be part of the co.,I am juz here cos to earn money,nt becos of this co. :/Labels: Pa..i miss u.
