SinCe tHe dAy..hW dO i sMiLe whEn mY rEaL happiNeSs hAs gOnE...

Saturday, June 11, 2011

12:40 AM Y

Learn to cherish, before it's late

♥ You'll never know the real me.

Endure in process..hw long more can I convince myself?Brain and heart gt diff choices,shld I listen to brain or heart?Choices of brain is nt wat I wan,bt is wat I need,choices of heart is wat I wan,bt yet I can't gurantee I will be safe for choosing tis.Awww..ytd kana screwed up by boss,boss,cos I did something tat I am being taught,I was doing it so correctly until he say I shld hav tink isit right before doing it.U are the boss so I dun argue wif you,cos I am still unfamiliar wif many things yet,I can't argue back.Bt making an eg.,if you dunno wat is a pen and wat is a pencil,and I am the person who is authorize to teach you pen and pencil.I giv u a pencil and tell you it's a pen,will you still tink tat the pen is nt a pen,shld be a pencil.Or you will juz simply follow?Alright,I admit I shldn't follow blindly,I hav fault too,bt...who will noe tat is incorrect?I noe very little thing onli eh,I didn't ask you to expect so much frm me eh,so why are you?And nw here you are to blame me?-.- Another prob here,wat is the jealousy abt?They are juz so compatible,yeah..the both of them,so why am i having so weird feeling?Awww..heard tat you are leaving us soon,gg back to ur original place,by knowing tat..I am seriously damn sad,asked me to stay and all gg off one by one,NICE ONE!Bt...why am I feeling sad?Cos I can no longer see you so often,or cos my boss wun be you anymore,nt so nice lik u anymore?Why giv me so many troubles?Wth is tis?I juz expect a job which giv me wat I expect and I can clearly understand wat I am doing,and wat I shld do,nt like nw..my jobscope keep on increasing until I really dunno which one shld I focus on.Shit all these!I nv expect to be part of the co.,I am juz here cos to earn money,nt becos of this co. :/

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