Wednesday, May 08, 2013
3:11 PM Y
Learn to cherish, before it's late
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Somehw, I like him more and more each day. The way he treated me, the way he giv in to me, the way he...alot. I dunno hw long these can last, I dunno when it will change and turn faded, I hope it's nv..but, things are unpredictable. So I am nt confident at all. I can juz treasure watever it is nw. I am...enjoying being cared and concerned by him. I am nt pushing it away anymore lik the starting. I am nw beginning to accept him and trying to improve him. I like him, so I hope he can be a better person. Regardless he will change to someone else anot I dun care. It's juz nw, right at this moment, tat we are fated to be tgt. One day, things might change, bt memories won't. If somehw we are lucky enough to live happily tgt in future..well...tat's about future. Yrs later...! But, thr's a prob between us nw. He juz started to strive for the future, so it might take him some time. And as for me, I am a introvert person, and facing his family..well...I dunno hw to say tat kind of feeling..it is like "dislik". Frm wat he told me abt his family, I really feel unfair to him. I dun wan to say tat to him as I am afraid he might have hard feeling. Bt he is still very care and concern abt his family, understandable. I wun wan a unfilial guy as well. Hai...really dunno hw to face his family, dunno wat to talk and wat to say. Somehw I tink I am alrdy blacklisted by his family. As he always come to my hse and I only meet his family once, somemore is tgt wif my family as it was somehw being forced to meet by him. There is once tat his mum even say I teach him bad, as his mum borrowed money frm him and he rejected as he is oso abit tight, and his mum say isit taught by me? He told me after I forced him to say out wat happen. And my first expression is "-.- wat the hell". But I didn't show it to him, cos I noe it's not his fault, he even told his mum off. In the end, he still borrow money to his mum. He had been independent since young, I dunno why his parents dun help him to save those money tat they are supposed to giv him bt they nv. And as for "B", I tink he is alrdy happily wif his gf, they hav been tgt lik for..4 yrs? He hav gt his happiness, and I shld hold on to mine bah. Shld start to see the stars and stop picking the stone. Working life as usual, family life..so long my jie tat part can resolve and make her waked, it will be great. The whole family is juz so bothered by her selfishness tinking and act. To be true, if she is juz a friend, I will nt even bother to giv a damn after so many times of disappointment. It's lik stepping ur trust on the floor and smash it. Until u cannot see wat trust is all abt. LET'S HOPE THINGS WILL GET BETTER! "Someday, everything will all make perfect sense. So for nw, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding urself that everything happens for a reason".
